Well I am glad to anounce that this is my last entry in these tstupid gay ass lj's! First I would like to start out with my brother paul. He has the WRONG idea of what I think of nick. First of all... I like him A LOT and I DO NOT think he is a waste of my time. I also think that paul should stop being such a freken douche bag to him. (jeez your ( Read more... )

How do you determine a bad day? Well lets see.... (check out this senerio and tell me what ya think):

First a girl about hmm lets say 15 wakes up. She goes to school and things go pretty smoothly... even spanish was fun because the guy she likes to impress with her aweosme and new founded spanish skill is yes.. thats right.. impressed (ok so ( Read more... )

DAY

That Day (Moment of Clarity)
That day, that day
What a mess what a marvel
I walked into that cloud again
And I lost myself
And I'm sad, sad, sad
Small, alone, scared
Craving purity
A fragile mind and
A gentle spirit
That day, that day
What a marvelous mess
This is all that I can do
I'm done to be me
Sad, scared, small, alone, beautiful
It's supposed to be ( Read more... )

Ahh crap...I wanted to write something in my livejournal but now I forget what... WAIT.. I remember!

So here is what I wanted to write: I hate not having many pictures of me.. SOOO I wanna find them all (they are SOMEWHERE in this house) and I wanna get a REALLY big picture frame book thingy.(lol) and I wanna put them in it.

Well there really ( Read more... )

damnit...damnit...ok so on and so on ( Read more... )

I am so pissed!...well no... no im really not.. BUT I am pretty umm... I dont know...unhappy..i guess.... OK Fine.. I'll just tell you the whole kit and cobutal of it all! First of all... I SuXXorZ at spanish, and am failing by like 2 points. Second of all.. I have to stay after with mrs. Pritchard for 30 minuets EVERY FREKEN DAY to learn some ( Read more... )

Welp, I'm in Maryland, and today around 1 o'clock I am going to a spa then to get my hair trimed and then to get it died..either that or I'm dieing it tomarrow.. i dont know. Dont freak out anyone.. only back to my natural color.. i think.. or at least damn close... i dont know. Anyways.... for some reason I feel like crap today!... I feel liked im ( Read more... )

Well it is Friday, March 19, 2004!! Tomarrow I will going on a plane for the first time to visit my FAVORITE aunt for the first time. I'll be gone until thursday! I know it's only about a skool week BUT STILL... I am gonna miss everyone!....espeacially Nick. Well I can't wait to show him all of my pictures from the trip and what-not such as that.. ( Read more... )

People always say you shouldnt regret anything you do, but you should take your experiences and learn from them.... I think that is bullshit.

ON A COMPLETLY DIFFERENT SUBJECT...........

Well..... Nick asked me out on Saturday! Yes.. If you are wondering..and If ur reading this then u already know so u can just skip  down to the next part of the ( Read more... )

I regret to inform you all (well I dont regret BUT it isnt a good thing for all the Ursin haters)...but..I am no longer putting up an entry on all the ways to kill Mrs "Dr." Ursin. Yea....I didnt think you would like it..... But yea here is the reason. I got a detention with her the other day (as some of you already know) and I was ULTRA PISSED ( Read more... )