Screw it
I'm done
Stick a knife in me
I am tired of this
It's like i need him to cheer me up
THIS SUCKZ

I just cried today
I dont know why
I think it was him
Or it was just me

This is one of the many posts in an this one LJ that makes me cry ( Read more... )

Today I learned the most important info I will ever need
" We Are All Bad People And That There Is No Use To Try And Kill Yourslef"
Thanx
That is staying in my mind forever

Its a wonder what the world brings after death
You know who you are if you are reading this that I LUV HIM
Its a wonder if life is shorter than we think
When you decide you need me call me
Its a wonder if you have ever wanted someone but they cant reach out to you
I know how this feels and its not great
Its Not good
Its not mild
Its not okay
It

I will not say who i want to come home but someone special
and close
he does not know me as this person
right here
but in his hometown he does
please come home my dears
and i will be happy to see you
that is what i ask of you
sweet and simple

so today i get a phone call fom a certain person
I feel super bad for him due to the loss
Sorry Dear

WTF i am biopolar
I even have to take meds
Fuck that shit
I am pissed

yeah i am waiting till those start at 4 AM

Okay it is as you can see past midnight
And i feel like shit
i can't wait till my life brighens up
and i am less than 66% depressed