joey and i are no longer together.
it is officially over.
a year. my longest relationship yet.
im doing great.

finally quit sallys after almost a year.
started a new job.
i get to go online and post livejournal entries.
lets seee...what else....

oh yeah!! turning 21 is the best thing thats ever happened to me!!
my poor liver.

kay bye! :)

went with lissette to the festival today.
i came out of my shell a little.
im proud of myself.

hottest guy EVER kept staring.
he kept walking towards us.
he smiled at me.
and i....i didnt do a damn thing.

what is wrong with me?
there is no hope for me, is there?

my 21st bday is FINALLY coming up.

and it was either vegas or new york.
but since i have no money for either one
(unless i marry a rich man before then)
im thinking of just getting a sweet party bus :)


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i just dont know anymore.

"he doesnt want her
but he just wont let her go.
she started breaking
but she still wont let it show"

so we finally went skiing.
this year we went to breckenridge
instead of monarch.

i didnt eat shit this time.
be proud of me.

i think i wanna get a leopard gecko soon.

kay bye.

goodbye sunny california.

hello snowy colorado :)

last night i hung out with patrick hart.
met up with trent and david.
suchhhh a fun night.
hanging out with them brings back millions of memories.

we're going to disneyland in december.
stoked.

today is thanksgiving.
im gonna eat a shitload.
sleep for a few hours.
wake up at 3am to go shopping :)

kayyy byeee.

i talked to kaitlin on the phone today...
and it made me realize how much i love and miss the bitch.
she used to be my bad influence...when it came to guys.

we just used to be...free :)

and now it feels like im married...and its horrible.
i want a divorce...now.

anyways....im obsessed with the new rilo kiley.

i keep getting myself into this fuckin mess...
this is so not like me.
old brenda wouldve given up on this shit a long time ago.

im tired of feeling pressured into this.

i REALLLY need to leave this town.
its the only way.