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feeling down...
I'm not sure if the job is getting to me, or the bad marriage or just not feeling like I matter ( Read more... ) -
yeah...
"I called my former boss to see if I would have a job if I moved back to Boston. She said I would and I'd have free room and board, she'd pay for my car insurance, and I'd get $125 a week spending money ( Read more... ) -
A saved exceprt from an about to be deleted journal. My first time
I was young. My mother was making a blanket for my older sisters baby. She was pregnant- about 3 months along…It was pretty purple, pink and white yarn strung together in an amazing pattern of swirls and knots with a single shiny pointy thing…my mothers hands made magic and this was her wand.
“A crochet hook.” she answered when I asked.
I watched ( Read more... ) -
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well he bitched and moaned and fought with me. He wouldn't let me do a damn thing i wanted and as though trying to control me wasn't bad enough he stole some very, very personal things and gave them to people he hardly knew!
I just couldn't trust him any more, So I admit it...
I cheated...
and it was good...
so good... sure things were bumpy at ( Read more... ) -
meme santch from the minions:)
1) Longest relationship?
20 year friendship with stacy
2) Last gift you received?
friendship
3) Ever dropped a cell phone?
your kidding right? in fire..lol
4) Things you spend a lot of money on?
food, other people
5) Last food you ate?
avocado,grapes and broccoli.. all green..lol
6) First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
same for both- did they notice ( Read more... ) -
she says it better than me..
ani difranco- grey
the sky is grey,
the sand is grey,
and the ocean is grey.
i feel right athome
in this stunning monochrome,
alone in my way.
i smoke and i drink
and every time i blink
i have a tiny dream.
but as bad as i am
i'm proud of thefact
that i'm worse than i seem.
what kind of paradise am i looking for?
i'vegot everything I wanted and still i ( Read more... ) -
oh what a beautiful morning...
oh what a beautiful day.. look at my weather today so today i'm going on the stationary bike while I watch clerks 2 then I'm going to mow the yard and then take the real bike out for a spin around town...:) brian will be gone most of the day and get back right about when i'm leaving on the bike! so yippy:) -
HELP!!!
computer people ( Read more... ) -
slide
she was hungry so hungry
she was trying to think clear
she kept opening the fridge door
looking at the mustard and the beer
then finally she went out into the rain
carrying her bicycle chain
and her feet worked the pedals
while her appetite steered
after that she just followed her nose
and fate is not just whose cooking smells good
but which way ( Read more... ) -
oh my-my...
your body
foreshortened
below
your shoulders
your face
so close
it's out
of focus
way down
the hallway
comes the sound
of your shoes
that is what i
what i think about
when i think about
you
if we let our love
off of its leash
do you fear, like i fear
how fierce it could be?
your headlights
sweeping
across my
ceiling
the breadth of
my smile now
the ( Read more... )