I can't wait until I meet someone that actually makes me feel fucking important and worth something, not someone who just tells me that and isn't genuine. I never thought I'd be some stupid girl who is needy and demanding but when it comes to relationships OBVIOUSLY you're going to feel that way if you don't at least FEEL somewhat important ( Read more... )

Of course after a day of perfection, shit goes as far downhill as possible.
Well I guess things could always be worse, but fuck.

if only it were possible for me to get some random job like tomorrow, make hella bank and save it and somehow end up in California this summer and see this:

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anxiety

fuck.

Last night was extreme, haha. Rum is good to me, whiskey not so much ( Read more... )

Good week. It's going by fast. Obviously.... if things were shit I'd write about them in here haha. Next week is going to be absolute HELL, school-wise. Finals. Five page paper and presentation of some sort on Specieism. Huge English paper/project. Fatty tests ( Read more... )

I am the EPITOME of scum today. Rolled out of bed wearing the shirt I wore yesterday, threw on a hoodie, no bra, put on my pants from yesterday, washed my face and put makeup over my swollen ass eyes from crying all night last night, put my hair up and left for school after one hour of sleep. I guess that's what happens when you don't give a ( Read more... )

well I am overly dramatic and not near as unhappy I lead everyone to assume. Today has been good so far, I really hope tonight will be too.....

MARCH 14TH & 15TH

FINALLY!

10 AM SHARP MOTHERFUCKERSSSSSSS

I should've just stayed with Justin. Hating being around him still would've been worth still having a life and being able to hang out with my friends! Now I know was sacrifices are alllll about hahaha

hahahaha
I'm such a bitch.