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Slip
I can't right now. Every picture of a brunette girl and a black haired boy makes me want to...not cut, exactly, but do something repetitive and self-destructive.
Things I've done:
-gotten stuff ready for first day of work
-took a shower, exfoliated with (coconut oil and sugar) and shaved my legs
-mindfully flossed and brushed my teeth
-put on lotion
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Monday work 830-1, bring ssc.
Get rx if possible?
Go to bank in case old job goes broke
DBT at 6
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This was my day
Things that happened today:
1) bus was 25 minutes late
2) which meant I had to walk over an hour to get to work on time
3) which gave me a fucking blister
4) at work I realized I period bled all over my pants
5) while getting a fricking tampon, my phone fell in the toilet and died
6) then, work said I was being let go because of hours.
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Breathe
I might be scared but i will keep calm and carry on. :)
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Both of my nieces, Mary Jane and Willow were here all weekend. Candace brought baby Sydney over today too. While I was able to be social for a bit, I'm losing it now ( Read more... ) -
I need to start using this more often.
TO DO LIST
Friday’s 2 Do List:
[ √ ] Pick up & cash paycheck at Bank 1
[ √ ] Deposit in Bank 2
[ √ ] Take a shower
[ √ ] Pay part of electric bill ($50)
[ √ ] Eat
[ √ ] Go to work (4-815)
[ _ ] Pay VS Credit card ($22)
[ _ ] Pay Express Credit card ($25)
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Friday night is grandkid's night at my house. If we're especially lucky we get both Mary Jane (6) and Willow (3).
Let me tell you, both of these blonds are hellions. Mary Jane is bossy and is so very sensitive/somewhat manipulative. Willow likes getting into trouble just to get yelled at ( Read more... ) -
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My name is Johanna.
I have borderline personality disorder.
I have borderline personality disorder.
I have borderline personality disorder.
I have borderline personality disorder.
I have borderline personality disorder.
I have borderline personality disorder.
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Our homes have been battle-grounds many an evening. In the morning we have kissed and made up. Our friends have counseled chuckling the [wo]men and we have done so with finality, only to be back in a little while hoping, always hoping.
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Tonight was my first AA meeting. I think I'm finally getting over David...--ok, too much to ask for -- but I just love all my family and friends. Grateful.