hmm the best days of my life... i think i will pass

[breaking_points]

so i have realized a lot since i last updated my journal... i am so tired of my life, i mean a lot of stuff is going ok for me but more then less i always find myself depressed... i bottle up my emotions and even my best friends dont know how i really feel and a lot of people at pelham are not helping

if you have a problem with me then thats cool,

Comments

[bignick786]

A few things, 1. TRUST ME, there is no where in the world were all the people there have "open minds to anything and anybody." There is always going to be that one ignorant person. 2. High school is a great time in your life, you are only little over half-way through it, by the end of your senior year you will have become the mold of the person you will be for the rest of your life so just remember to keep improving on it, all these stupid people are just making you a better person. 3. I do not necessarily think what Kerry did was a good thing, but it wasn't a horrible thing, who honestly didn't know she was a lesbian? No one. 4. College is great, but make the best out of high school while you are there, all the ridiculous drama that is going on which I know nothing about is all going to past trust me, if not by next semester, then next year. Anyways though, you are a good kid, you are going to become something great one day, it is obvious. Don't ask me how I know, every now and then I just see things in people that a lot of others

[breaking_points]

well wow you once again surpirsed me...wow thats gotta be one of the best advice somone has given me in a long time, your basically right about everything you said, especially how the drama is rediculous and it will all be forgotten soon, this i know is true its typical immature shit that everyone loves to talk, but its all part how high school. yea no where is going to be perfect it just seems like sometimes it will be easiry to start over new, but you know what fuck them, i love who i am and i dont give a shit about their opinions. i am going to hit you up this weekend and hopefully we can hang, good luck on your car, i will spread the word about a 98 chereakke for sale... you going to pelham HC game?

[bignick786]

Thats cherokee* and thanks, please do so, the sooner I sell it the sooner I can get my new car. Yeah I am going, along with Paris, Renee, and Philen.

[breaking_points]

sure thing, i will... well i will see you at the game

[prettyin_pinkxo]

shawn are you leaving pelham to go to oak mountain ;(....

[sayfuckitimfine]

if your going to oak mountain....take me with you.

this is jason by the way.

[breaking_points]

Judy, my favorite underclassmen (ha i know your not one but still your cool enough to be one!) hmm i am not sure yet, i kinda doubt it that i will go but i am kinda considering it, but i think it will be too hard to leave all my friends and everything you know? especially some of these people i grew up with!

ha Jason, dude whats up kiddo? add me back, and you better be playing basketball this year

[prettyin_pinkxo]

sssscore! and please don't leave pelham because of the stupid spohomore guys =/.

haha joey asked me the other day if i would ever hook up with you (l0l!) and that we'd make the hottest asian babies...HAHA i totally agree though.

[inlovwithyou_xo]

aww shawn~
shit happens..
things will get better!
oh and this is jordan mays by the way--
im always here 4 you alright..
add me?
<33

[breaking_points]

Jordan mays, whats goin on? yea i will totally add you and thanks for hleping, hope everything goes good with you and marty, r yall going to go out to eat with us before the dance?

[micah05]

shawn man fuck all them. dont listen to them all they do is talk shit and think there cool but theyre just actually real gay. im here for you dude if you need anything

[breaking_points]

micah thanks, your awesome... we need to hang again sometime soon its been awhile... the potatoe gun is in my basement waiting to be used

[littlepinkstar7]

i miss you
i <3 you

[breaking_points]

shelton i heart you too, i am looking forward to lifeguarding with you again this summer, i am going to call you soon and we should hang out!