yes. i forgot about this lil journal. i feel like im going through mid life crisis. well not really, but im realising things. im growing into an adult and i don't want to grow and mature. i do but i don't. life seems so petty. really petty. fuck. just skool, high skool, uni, 9-5 job, get old, die. wow. i just wish i had the will power to fuckin ( Read more... )

mom fully cleaned my room today. i'm in shock. its soo clean...ugh. i think she might of found some things in my room that most mothers wouldn't like to find in their daughters rooms. im so stupid! ugh. *paranoia*. well i have skool tomorrow. boring crappy pointless hot skool, while ppl such as karly would rather get stonned with cassie and cassie' ( Read more... )

I'm not afraid of breaking this mould,

but i can see you are.

I'm sorry i'm different,

and not exactly like everyone else.

Maybe if you tried harder to understand,

you'd want to kill who you are now.

But you're just like them

you'll probally never see until its too late.

And by then, you're past your used by date.

Will you ever break society's ( Read more... )

WHAT the FUCK is with people? ugh they bitch and complain how they are always left out, yet they don't even bother to try to be included. they just walk away and do their own things by themselves and its somehow our fault! i am sick of this shit. sooo fuckin sick of it feeling guilty and wrong because you don't even bother. ugh. thats it. I GIVE ( Read more... )