I want to be joyous.


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On Tuesday I burnt my back purple doing a crossword puzzle in Shep's Garden with Joe.  It looks purple instead of pink because I have yellow skin.  I am fascinated by my yellow skin.  It is my mother's yellow skin.  But she looks like a jew and I look like an Irish catholic which is part of why I'm fascinated by my yellow skin.  We have no business ( Read more... )

Open spaces give me some anxiety.  I worry that I cannot fill them with my presence, or that their presence cannot fill me as I want it to.  Last night it snowed, suddenly, with half an inch on everything before I noticed a single flake.  I walked from my little suite to the apartment across the parking lot where a party was raging, and then back ( Read more... )

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trying new things.