Christ but I'm tired. Can't remember the last time I had a good sleep, unless you count passing out drunk. I realised today that since my mum's stroke I haven't really switched off, I've been running around like a lunatic with my brain working on overdrive, all the while somewhat numb to reality.

I am so very, very tired of holding it together.

Christ, this place is a fucking mess...

An eye for the beholder
You hide behind
Damp, wet and awful
Tell me, do you like your home?

You keep your beauty
blonde curls and combats
It calls to deaf and cynical ears

I remember
(teeth and nails and skin and sweat)
I remember
A meeting
when you
Gave without restraint or care
And were you

a Zombie Girl
dead flesh
And dead ( Read more... )

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Pictures from the Interlock and Interstate gigs!

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Apparently something is wrong with me. Because on the music chanels right now some woman is giving the sign language to all the music videos, complete with air guitar. And I'm laughing so hard it almost hurts. So much for being liberally minded. Back to Meatloaf, and the amusing lady...

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63% Stability |||||||||||||||| 70% Orderliness |||| 13% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76% Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious || 10% Hedonism ||||||||| ( Read more... )

Damn. This heat is a pain. Its making me too damn tired. But, no grumbling. I'm in a pretty good mood right now. My aunty managed to blow up the PC today, explosion and all (don't ask), leaving me in something of a panic. After all, she's off on holiday for three weeks, so she wouldn't have time to have it fixed. But a brain wave followed, and I ( Read more... )

Wow, this journal hasn't been erased due to lack of use. And seeing as I've got convienient net access now, I've no excuse really. Tsk ( Read more... )

... to let you all know I am in fact, still alive. Though only just. Going to be hitting some madcap punk gig later. And Bungle is comming up tommorow for an all dayer. And Friday is undoubtably going to involve heavy drinking, either here or in TJs, depending on what everyone at uni wants to do. But I have Thursday off! Respite for my liver ( Read more... )

... its been fun. But tommorow I take that long old journey home to Glamorgan, and start ignoring this again. Damnable lack of internet in the halls, someone must be punished. Perhaps the Dean. Americana has taught me that the University experience is not complete without mentally torturing this inexcusable authority figure. Look out buddy, and ( Read more... )