Thoughts...

[branwyn]

Hey!

After a week or two of feeling kinda "bleah" overall - this weekend included - I am finally feeling a little energetic, and actually proactive about planning and doing things. Don't know what caused me to be so low-energy and extra-procrastinatory for the last little bit, though potential culprits (possibly in combination) are:

• FCN PCD;
  
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Comments

[kiallamraptor]

Rather than "be in the best shape possible for Feral! this year" Why not try to be in the best shape possible for yourself? =) Fitness is a life time commitment, not really something to work on for a temporary reason... I dunno, just my opinion on the matter, if you can get a body you want for an event, why not keep it afterwards! Unless you're using Feral as a deadline for your goal.

[branwyn]

*chuckles* Feral! is definitely a milestone on the road - not an end goal. It makes for good motivation, though... Feral! is the 5-day period of every year where I am BY FAR the most likely to be seen naked or near-naked (you've seen my Speedos), in good lighting, by people (both old friends and new acquaintances) who I might want to find me... *ahem* appealing. ;)

The only other things that come close are a semi-local annual furry day-at-the-beach, at the beginning of August - which has less people, more of whom I see regularly, is only a day long, and is also way less, ummm... intimate than Feral!; and some afternoon trips to the local nude beach, which definitely draw even smaller and more familiar crowds for shorter periods, even if they are more revealing. So... yeah, Feral! is when I want to be looking my best

[tehpyrex]

Glad to see you're feeling better! I am once again sick with a cold! *koala sneeze* D:

[branwyn]

Aww, sorry to hear that you are sick again! Boo-urns!

Yeah, yesterday was a bit of a spike, sadly, and I'm at some half-way point today... but hopefully still positive enough to keep most of the momentum from yesterday's giant burst of good energy.

Lots of weird little things happened last night and this morning to throw me off, including a disturbance at a pharmacy where I was shopping, in which an angry customer shouted homophobic insults at high volume; some online naughtiness that was quite fun until suddenly interrupted on the other party's side; and some minor disappointments at the house re: cleanliness and hot water usage (a not-hot-enough morning shower never helps my mood).

But I did get back to the gym, back on my diet and get some small errands done, so... small daily victories...

B.