happy monday! well...... sorta! at least its almost over :) i'll update later.

today sucks and its not going to get any better... i just kno it

i haven't posted in a while and i'm REALLY bored. so heres so updation :P new word... woot ( Read more... )

i dont get this. it hurts my head. i don't really kno what to do. cryfeast 2004 is gonna happen soon for sure...

hey hey..... its thursday! yea! which means its almost friday! i gotta get going to work soon tho :( but i just wanted to tell everyone its hannahs birthday so everyone wish her a great day! :) well..... later y'all... i'll update on whats going on in my life soon. heck all just do it now... here it is:

NOTHING.

hope u all are having a nice day

i'm trying not to be mad.... even tho i'm really mad. this is HEXSA lameO. deep deep deep breaths

today is ok..... i just got a really nice phone call just now from my boss :) i don't have to work today! woot. i still might go see asjia's volleyball game. its her first one and the team has only practiced twice... it'll be interesting. i love when i get a nice phone call :) in studio art today we actually finished the taping and crap for the ( Read more... )

i got to go swimming today with the cute one. it was really nice. like really realy really nice. he gives me the best hugs ever. i couldn't go to his practice last night cuz i felt sick :( lame lame. i really wanna hear logic! from what zack says they are doing really good. i'm very happy for them. i wanna watch the little rascals tomorrow. i think ( Read more... )

i spent most of today feeling useless again :( i hate feeling like this. my mom thinks i'm depressed now. when really i'm just exhausted. my mom and i talked for an almost two hours last night. i was crying the whole time. i'm just so tired and i feel so lame all the time. i hate feeling like nothing i do is right. i feel like i could be so much ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i try so hard... and i feel like i can't do anything right. i mean, y do i try so hard to please people? i fail at everything i do. this isn't worth it. i wish i could do everything right. i wish i could be the reason for your smile. i'll just have to keep wishing.