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this journal is for my sister jessa ( Read more... )

well... i am alive people.. if u are wondering why i said that it is cuz that guy "ben" who i was telling u about told me on monday night that he couldn't talk to me until i was legal.. i was sooooo fucked up and broken down when he told me that and i still am.. iono like i know why he did it and stuff cuz i could have costed him his career and ( Read more... )

let me just say this for the title of my journal tonite ( Read more... )

i am just so confused about what is going on between me and this guy i like.. he acts like he likes me... u know he like calls me everynight and asks me out to go places... but he is just soooo fucking confusing ( Read more... )

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yes this really fucking suckkkkkzzzzz. well let me tell you about last night. me and my friend rachelle were going out to hang out with these two dudes , marcus and sean to go smoke sum of that kronic, and they fuckin dipped out on us.... grrrrr... but i guess our night went ok, cuz we went to this awesome dude named toby's house... haha rachelle ( Read more... )

yes right now i feel absolutely horrid.. yah........ i cant really explain how i feel right now. ive never known someone who died, but now i do.. i just cant grasp the fact that he is never gonna be there to kid around with anymore, or stare at.......... hmmm.. does anyone else feel this way also.. i am trying hard to quit my smoking habit... but ( Read more... )