every night i fall asleep around 3:30, 4 o'clock. not because i'm watching movies, not because i'm hanging out, or out partying. no, i'm not doing anything illegal. and at my age that includes looking at porn. i'm just laying in bed, thinking. being haunted by mistakes, reminiscing about better days, imagining what's to come, good and bad. i've ( Read more... )

everyone who doesnt hang out with us just lost out on the BIGGEST EVENT OF THE SUMMER.

so, did the orientation, i'm gonna be a chemical engineer as of right now, i got 45 credit-hours taken care of already, so i'm taking math h161, an honors calc; engineering h191, a required course for FEH; engineering 100, a survey class; physics 367, a writing class discussing the ramifications of science; and music 105, athletic band. yay ( Read more... )

4's in US History, English Lit&Lang, and E&M.

5's in BC Calc and Mech.

not a bad use of $410, i already know that i got 15 hours for calc, there's bound to be a few more in there. sweet.

am i ready to date again? to tie myself down to just one woman? to risk anything in these last ten weeks of my summer between high school and college?

no.

am i ready to date again? to feel the close embrace of a woman again? to have a chance at getting some action before i head off to college?

hail yes.

I hate everything about you. Why do I love you ( Read more... )

donnie darko was good. sophie's world helps you understand it ( Read more... )

i hate being lonely.

the evil dead was lame except bruce campbell was hardcore, even with his wussy name "ash." RPM sucked. even if it was like torque, ie, a satire, it sucked. im gonna try to watch usual suspects tonight after grant's eagle scout thing. otherwise i'll just watch big fish with my folks.

i worked today, mowing a bit. wasn't too eventful except the girls in the pool was kinda nice. camp invention counseling for the next two weeks. yay little smart kids ( Read more... )