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[brandon_boyd]

writing comes to me in stages. there is the active stage where everything pours out in bulk from my pencil and adds decor to the off-white paper. there is the dormant stage where i sit on the floor for hours upon hours and nothing will come to me. years pass and time erodes us. i may still be sitting on the floor, armed with pencil in hand. what it

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[stellery16]

well said
::aplauds::
marry me?

[brandon_boyd]

thanks. i hope you aren't offended, but i can't marry you.

[stellery16]

no offense taken...
i was joking (caught up in the moment, ya know?)

[brandon_boyd]

i wasn't sure.

[summer_phoenix]

I know this isn't about me, but you are just amazing. <33

[brandon_boyd]

as are you, summer. i wish you were around the times i am. we have a lot to catching up to do.

[summer_phoenix]

indeed

[ex_shakira_]

you are right it was about me go away

[christina_a]

i wish i had comforting words to share with you, but i'm here if you need me.

[brandon_boyd]

your presence is enough comfort. thanks. i extend the same offer to you if need be.

[beautifulsilenc]

like stellery said, very well said. nice entry. i hope everything turns out okay between you two.

[brandon_boyd]

thanks. so do i.

[ex_shakira_]

you say that there is no gray area, but i feel like i'm in a constant one when i'm with you. you're impossible to read and impossible to gauge. i want the same thing i have always wanted, i told you that if you asked i'd still choose you. i just don't know if you're still willing to give that to me.

[brandon_boyd]

there is no gray in the sense that it's either do or die. i don't want to have to ask for that would defeat the purpose. i want it to be when you are ready, not because i forced you into it.

i can't promise you that which i don't know.

[ex_shakira_]

i'm ready.