7 days sober

[branchlimbs]

i may be able to quit drugs
but i will never stop craving bad ideas.
the present is good and the future looks better:
taking another stab at love, school, life.
self-examination and humility has been hard as hell
but i'm growing by the second. i'm ready, willing, wanting.
i just hope my tricky brain doesn't fuck it up.

"The only sure thing is that

Comments

[phryx]

stength strength strength. seven days must feel like a year but i know there's power in your will.

no comment on the cheating, as fidelity has never been my cup of tea.

[branchlimbs]

fidelity is never my cup of tea either, but i am the only one allowed to wander. double standard...

i don't know if this is strength. i can't tell. it feels like i am replacing my addiction to drugs with an addiction to c. am i doing this right? i don't know anymore. i don't know anything right now.

[phryx]

it is always that way. we can love many but they may only love us.

replacing one addiction with another, yes, this i know. we choose our battles, and fighting one war at a time -- no matter how you do it -- is more than enough.

[ex_birdchord910]

joy, i miss you and i'm sad that we haven't been in contact! you don't have to re-add me here if you don't want because I won't be posting really, but i do wish to remain friends! please, please stay in touch, okay? xxxxxx

you are so lovely in so many ways and I hope to meet you one day, if possible.

[branchlimbs]

casey! likewise - i thought you had forgotten about me! i'm tickled to hear your voice (text.) re-adding.

[ex_birdchord910]

no I would never forget about you! i will write to you soon, okay? love you.