7 days sober
i may be able to quit drugs
but i will never stop craving bad ideas.
the present is good and the future looks better:
taking another stab at love, school, life.
self-examination and humility has been hard as hell
but i'm growing by the second. i'm ready, willing, wanting.
i just hope my tricky brain doesn't fuck it up.
"The only sure thing is that I can't be trusted with anything."
- Dave Eggers, A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
i cheated on him after promising i wouldn't. thank god he is strong, that he cares enough to keep me, and is giving me another chance. i will, i must, prove to him that i (we) are worth the pain&trouble, and i will try so hard not to cause more.
but i will never stop craving bad ideas.
the present is good and the future looks better:
taking another stab at love, school, life.
self-examination and humility has been hard as hell
but i'm growing by the second. i'm ready, willing, wanting.
i just hope my tricky brain doesn't fuck it up.
"The only sure thing is that I can't be trusted with anything."
- Dave Eggers, A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
i cheated on him after promising i wouldn't. thank god he is strong, that he cares enough to keep me, and is giving me another chance. i will, i must, prove to him that i (we) are worth the pain&trouble, and i will try so hard not to cause more.