Its been ages since I last posted. Mostly due to the fact the army consumes all my time with training ops and details. The rest of the time I'm just too tired to write how much I hate this. Still doing training missions while we pack our things to leave in 2 months to Iraq, a place I swore to never go back to. I have to, if I want any thing ( Read more... )

Its my birthday! I'm 27 now. To celebrate my birthday I have a hard long day of work ahead with little to no free time or energy. Yay! Getting ready to go to the field for a month next weekend. Yay! Yay! Someone please shoot me and end this.

Sometimes I think back on all the things I've lost. The things I've distroyed with my decisions and mistakes. How much of a different person would I be now if I did or didn't do something? Sometimes I would like to be in one of those movies and see what my life would be like. Would it be worse or better or the same? I know its not good to live in ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I've posted anything. Figured people were tired of hearing about how awful things are going for me at work. Currently I'm facing two possible discharges for physical problems I have. I've been having trouble controlling my anger at work. If I don't keep myself calm I could possibly end up in prison ( Read more... )

Yesterday I woke up at 5:30, packed my laptop, got dressed, and gave my Piccy lots of hugs and kisses before we headed to the airport. Once inside the airport I went to the self service machine to get my tickets only to find it saying that I had an international destination and that I need to see a costumer service assistant. I did and she gave me ( Read more... )

Need I say more? Didn't think so. :(

Every now and again I listen to people talk about how they have bad luck, then when I tell them my luck is even worse of course they don't believe me. Now I can prove it. Lets just put all the "I have to go to Iraq again within the next year" stuff aside along with the "I'm kept from being with the one I love stuff" too. Here is my case ( Read more... )

Talked to my FCNCO this morning. He says that he may be moving me to the battalion FDC and out of S-3. S-3 is an office job where I make coffee, take out the trash, and run errands for the battalion staff. It sucks and is a total waste of my skills. We'll see how that works out ( Read more... )

I am in so much pain right now. I don't think running had ever hurt so much before. I ache with every movement. Its mostly my fault too. My fault for not keeping myself in shape when I had the chance. Oh well. Too late now. What sucks is that I just made a bad impression on the guys in my platoon. Marked for the next two years of my life. I've ( Read more... )

Well, I'm sitting here at my parent's new home and I must say, its not home. I miss my Picc like crazy. It felt so weird to sleep without her beside me last night. I miss my cuddlin ( Read more... )