okay, i've decided that livejournal sucks ( Read more... )

well, here i am again, writing in this awful thing. i really can't stand it, but it's all i've got to keep me busy right now. i could be at matt's, but i'm waiting for a call back... and it doesn't look like i'm going t get it anytime soon ( Read more... )

wow. i never thought i'd be back writing int his thing. nobody reads it, so i don't know why i bother. maybe it will help get this shit out of my head ( Read more... )

hey gang. i'm not too sure if anyone reads this, but i'll update anyway. i went back to school today. it wasn't that bad. 3 mornings left. that's all there is to know about school ( Read more... )

i'm bored. spring break has been rainy. today is actually nice and tomorrow will be good too. then it's over. didn't get much done this break. i spent way too much time with tim and not enough time with other people that i never hang out with... oh well. maybe i'll do something good tonight, but i doubt it ( Read more... )

i fucked up big time. i had the perfect friendship and i blew it. and now i am miserable. i don't deserve this, i'm a good guy.
i just want my best friend back... more than anything.

so today was pretty bad. i was in a horrible mood all day and i have no idea why. i hate that ( Read more... )

i feel empty. i have this huge gap in my heart that i can't seem to fill and i hate it. i feel as if i'm losing myself. my self-esteem is being drained more and more every second. i need to fill this gap with something warm and something that i love. i am beginning to hate myself for the first time in my life. i need to escape ( Read more... )

wow. first day of vacation is over. it was quite a long day ( Read more... )

this is badillo. (he made me put this up.) he's single... if you're interested.


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