I saw you walking in an apple orchard ( Read more... )

I am not who I am
I am not a lion
I am awake at all hours
It feels really familiar
I think Im the person I used to be

I learned a good word the other day:
Recalcitrant- refusing to submit
You can also call someone a recalcitrant
Id like to embody all the good that entails

If I were an inanimate object today
Id be a rechargeable battery.

Everyone around me seems to be grinding their lives down while the integrity of my mind and body remain unstirred. Could I blame you for that? Id like to.

"Sooner or later each of us must take a step that separates him from his father, from his mentors; each of us must have some cruelly lonely experience- even if most people cannot take much of this and soon crawl back" (Hesse 106).

Tucked together ever so neatly
They make me sing very sweetly
I tap them hard to pack them down
To stay snug all around town
I pull one out and it parts my lip
Now I've got a match that's lit
Oh cigarette burning bright
Fill my lungs with all your might!

I want to quit.

Ive got a rainy head. It's leaking.

I need anything that starts with a Julia and ends with a Coolia.

I was reading tonight, and it seemed as if the words were being
Screamed
at me.
Inside my head.
Then all of my inner monologue became shouting.

I ran up a large cell phone bill.
My phone is to be disconnected.
Call my dorm room.
(541)346-9262

I have the desire, but I seem to lack the drive.

There is always some kind of compromise.

give in

I hope for a raindrop to fall on what used to be my soft spot
But it's really to sparse to hope for that