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[boywholeft]

I am not who I am
I am not a lion
I am awake at all hours
It feels really familiar
I think Im the person I used to be

I learned a good word the other day:
Recalcitrant- refusing to submit
You can also call someone a recalcitrant
Id like to embody all the good that entails

If I were an inanimate object today
Id be a rechargeable battery.

Comments

A mini Stream of Conciousness

[just_sassy_me]

I remember who you used to be though maybe not who you are. I remember who I used to be and its not who I am. I am rambling because I am so tired of thinking. I have a paper due tomorrow I hope it is good. I think you should come home. I believe Tucson contains exactly what you need to recharge. I say I a lot. Thats no good...

[thyis1]

No, you could not be the lion, Achilles was the lion, and he still lost. Those odd hours that you keep, that's who you are. Yet, still i cannot wait for you to get back to Tucson. I, on the otherhand, feel all this is lost on me. School is bad, life is moderate. i feel i lost me somewhere along the trail. I feel entirely to dejected to even start to do anything anymore. I feel i am living in constant rotation, th days go by and yet only the temperature has changed things are still the same. I need time, but time to do what? I don't know. I just feel i am waisting my time with this whole school thing but i have no plans for change. Now at this point you may ask what this has to do with your entry, the truth is i don;t know i just started typing, That whole lion thing got me because of class last week; metaphor. Anyway if i am something today, a word or thing, i am both complacent and a sloth. I just don't know what to do with this person i have become. No bad not good just dispassionate. Life without some sort of passion isn;t very fun

[cheshire_parker]

you need to re charge..and quick!
you're losing things you may not want to misplace and/or replace.

[boywholeft]

What are they?
Tell me so I can hold on.

disfigure

[anonymous]

try:
deface, damage, blemish...
mm... that’s all I can think of.

Recalcitrance... interesting.

who were you?
I have no concept of past, present and future.

you are illusive.
fleeting.
temporary.