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[boywholeft]

So this isn't Evan. Most people who will read this don't even know who I am so I won't bother to give my real name.To be honest, this is my first time writing in one of these things. I didn't even know what this was like a week ago. I think I am just at a point in my life where it would be nice to write down the things in my mind and hear what

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[bangerang]

I'm sorry and I don't mean to be insensitive, but how come you are using Evan's LJ?

I'm a friend of his from U of O and I was shocked to see he posted... but alas he did not...

[just_sassy_me]

we were at Evans last night and she was intrigued by the live journal thing, so Evan told her to post on his lj rather than make her own.

Hi, I'm Evans friend from Tucson.

[bangerang]

Ahhh well thank you!

How is the old bugger? Next time you see him, will you tell him that Kelsey says hi. Thanks!

[just_sassy_me]

he's doing good. misses people in Oregon. the normal i suppose. You just missed him, he dropped me off a few minutes ago. But I will tell him later tonight after he gets off work.

i know what you mean

[thyis1]

it is the same emptiness that is beside you in your bed...th longing for touch with other people. It is the feeling of loneliness in a crowd...the need for more than a friend. the need for something more. something you don't have. I know what you feel. i have felt it for too long....i dread the empty bed that awaits me. i dread coming home to find no one. i dread all this, but i do not know what to do about it...i am so lonely...alone in the dark with out a clue.....believe me there are more out there..it has to be or else it wouldn't be such a common feeling.

its not fashionable to be this hopeful...

[anonymous]

Funny how stories coincide.
Abandonment seems to be a reoccurring theme in the lives of both people who have written in this journal.

Nurture be damned.
People think they have no power to change the way they treat others. Sure, it takes some elbow grease but you can change. You should try to change for the good of those who care about you. Tell them you care. Tell them your fears. It'll all work out.

Hurting people= bad. No more bad for you.

To those with empty beds, hearts, and heads

[krazylikeafox]

I haven't the foggiest idea as to who will indeed be reading this..but if you fall into any of the three categories listed above I would just say what I am sure millions of others have said in the past. It will get better, I don't know how it does, but it does. So that is my 10 cents worth of advice, my fortune cookie wisdom..take it or leave it. Also, I too go to U of O and witnessed Evan's brief love affair with the state...he is a dear friend of mine whether or not he considers me a dear friend of his..and I sorely miss that little bugger. Any updates on his crazy antics would be much appreciated...much thanks, his partner in spray painted stencil scandal of spring term....oooooooh alliteration.

[anonymous]

Missing you,
Geoffrey

ps i like you as the duck again