ohhh redbull ::twitch twitch::

I just finished a painting earlier than expected....well as finished as it can be....to be honest its about eight to twelve hours from being finished...but it'll do ( Read more... )

so I'm sitting here with a beer that brenda gave me ::love you brenda::. and reading these entries. Bored, sad, anxious, miserable (but they walked into it)entires. And like superman standing at h.q. in space listening to all the troubles earth has...minus laser vision or the ability to help people with little more than a beer and a shoulder to cry ( Read more... )

so I'm sitting here with a beer that brenda gave me ::love you brenda::. and reading these entries. Bored, sad, anxious, miserable (but they walked into it)entires. I like superman standing at h.q. in space listening to all the troubles earth has...minus laser vision or the ability to help people with little more than a beer and a shoulder to cry ( Read more... )

man I hope shes not pregnant

everytime I think about it im glad I dont have a girfriend, Im glad im not having sex....theres this girl that works at charlette rousse that I call lizard eyes....she's pretty tall, and slender...looks like she lives in reynosa and commutes for the work...I hear she goes to school at stc and is single looking for a good person to hang out with, ( Read more... )

I write more to feel better...and wallow at the same time...just to get away with wallowing...I get scared that something will punch me in the face...I think its time it punched me in the face so then I can see if I have a good left hook or something...or at least learn how to fight...off the subject but whatevs...

hospitalized grandfather ....dead bank account.....health problems....lifes looking up....I thought earlier in the week I'd rather have a ciagrette in a hot texas night then a new england winter...I dont care how pretty it is....loud engines, dirty wind sheilds, hot air at 55 mph....its the only things I can look foward to....I think I just enjoy ( Read more... )

the place that you have come to fear the most

I wrote something really insightful and personal about myself right now....But I care if people read this and I wont sleep tonite ...so I'll just leave you with this quote from american history x " hate is baggage...life too short to be pissed off all the time"-edward furlong <---or something like that....
keep that in mind gistapo..and Edgar