This year SUCKS!!! Elissa, my roomate, told me moments ago that instead of moving out when she said she was going to (April) she is going to move out in March, WHILE I AM OUT OF THE COUNTRY!!!

You can't keep saying "I don't want to ruin our friendship" and fucking me over

And it feels like it has been stuck since this time last year. When I made the "responsible" choice to stay with the permanent full time job, I kicked myself as soon as I made it. I've been kicking myself ever since. I've been stuck on the job that I gave up, and the people that I hurt, the friends that I lost in the process. It has been almost a ( Read more... )

I know that you can't contract it through casual contact, but there is a new little person in my life that has HIV, and it scares me. I will come into contact with his bodily fluids on a daily basis, and although they are mostly the lower risk fluids and we use gloves, I get enough spit in the eye and scratches/abrasions in the average day that I ( Read more... )

So, I'm standing in the deli section of a grocery store with a chef's knife in my hand, as the rest of the group that I'm with try to gather supplies, and unknowns start to walk past the checkout. I yell as they come towards me, asking them questions to try and determine whether they are still human, or recently turned (vocal cords disintegrate ( Read more... )

I am trying to amass a list of essential picture books- some people I love are having babies and I think that instead of giving baby clothes, I should start a library for them- so far I have the following, any suggestions ( Read more... )

I am tired today, because
1) Daylight savings
2)working from 8:30-6:30
3)Cleaning and painting prep, of will be new place from 6:40-9:40

And I am wondering if I should have (or still should) put up more of a fight for the larger room...

I am blue ( Read more... )

Feeling a little better about life today. I found a couple of jobs to apply for (pay well, and I am actually qualified for) and an apartment that I like (reasonable price, 1800sq ft and utilities), so I'm heading to PG this weekend to apply

So I have to say that so far 2010 sucks ass ( Read more... )

I have to say that despite the fact that I am careful with my money, looking at my finances gives me a very tight feeling in my chest and a sense of panic. It makes me wonder things like, should I buy food while I travel? or should I just forego that luxury? and stuff like that.