if i talk about her, then i feel better ( Read more... )

sad shifts of emotion...domineering ways...devastating investments of time...

many people look at me in a curious manner...

i

want

to

be

alone

why deal with power struggling emotional outbursts in your own home on a daily basis...

alone

better

"here michael, put this mask on."

fuck livejournal ( Read more... )

Five hundred pieces means
Five hundred float;
One thousand people mean
Five hundred don’t.

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

This is what happens: going to sleep. Like you read or listen to the radio or whatever you do and then you turn it off, put it down, when you turn off the light. Maybe thinking for a while, maybe hours but at some point your mind, brain, switches. The frustration of not being able to describe this feeling accurately is very painful for me. I will ( Read more... )

Livejournal is funny ( Read more... )

Boy Himself ( Read more... )

how great you move, elegant and brave, come to another dance with us, I will give you a ride ( Read more... )

It is much smaller fears that inhibit and disable us. When we all look around at some of the saddest cases of lives wasted by frustration and fear, we uncover that one person's barrier would have been, to others, an elementary task. It is not the wild opportunities for dangerous exotic adventures that we decline and then regret, so much as the ( Read more... )