Well, since the last post things have been pretty good! Martin sucessfully quit smoking with reletivly little struggle, and has now been smoke free for almost 4 months. Im so proud of him, I cant beleive he did it! He has been totally fine and hasnt shown any sign at all of wanting to go back to his old ways. Even when he gets stressed he is fine. ( Read more... )

getting soooooo excited about our wedding day now, been doing a lot of planning this weekend and discussing things with Mart and Mum, and so far it looks like everything is on track. The only things we havnt sorted are mostly cosmetic, like decorations and finishing touches to outfits etc. All the big things like venues and food are booked, yey ( Read more... )

right. now ive calmed down a bit, ill make a proper entry ( Read more... )

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......thats better. im just so SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT! I CANT FUCKING TAKE ANY OF THIS ANYMORE! I HATE IT HERE I WANT TO GET OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUT ( Read more... )

it never fails to amaze me how lonely you can feel in a house full of people...oh well, stuff em ( Read more... )

Teething problems with the new house...trouble is i seem to be the only person having them. As usual being the only non-smoker and being fairly shy i dont feel mlike ive got anybody to talk to unless i want to passive smoke, which i do to a certain extent but theirs only so much i can take before i start to feel sick ( Read more... )

things that are good ( Read more... )

i always forget to write in this thing, which is probably a good thing as it means im not compleatly wateing my time like back in the day when i had like, no life ( Read more... )

id completely forgotten about journaling for a few days. man i am sooo tired. I dont know why, i dont really have any particular reason to be. Been having a bit of trouble sleeping lately but its bearable, must have just all caught up with me tonight. Photography is really full on this semester, lessons every single day and an assignment in on the ( Read more... )

today has been absolutely excellent. Nothing really really exciting happened particularly but everything has been nice and smiley and happy and nothing has gone wrong ( Read more... )