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i'm still alive!
aah i have not been on here for a good while. a lot has been going on. i've been doing bad-ish but managing. i've been having alot of anxiety and my psychiartist says i have "obsessions". so true. i can not stop thinking about anything and everything. i'm always worried. it's been getting to me and i've been sad. there have been good times ( Read more... ) -
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Depressed. Not severely, though. Just...ugh. I feel like I say, do, and think all the wrong things. I worry too much about what people think of me. I have no idea what's going on with my boyfriend because he never calls back. Today was a mixed day. Up & down, but mostly down. I worked out, so that's good I guess. I'm just fed up with a lot ( Read more... ) -
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Right now I just feel....unworthy. Like people shouldn't and probably don't want to talk to me or be around me. It's weird that something like livejournal even makes me feel lonely sometimes. With friends I always assume that they aren't talking to me, that they don't want to hang out with me, or that they think I'm annoying. Argh. I'm not ( Read more... ) -
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Bored. I've just been laying about all day. It's nice considering that I've been really busy for months now. I've had some drama but it's whatever. No school today or tomorrow. :) Last night I got to hang out with my boyfriend and it was lovely. I love him so much. I'm feeling pretty good. I feel fat and I plan on jump-starting my diet ( Read more... ) -
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[x] I am shorter than 5'4 ( Read more... )