It was the best sexual experience to date, but it wasn't with him...It was just pure lust.. And now, now that what I've done is eating away at me, what do I do? I can't tell him for that will only hurt him and end the relationship. I don't want that, I truly like him but our future is blury...This is the downfall of dating an older man. What will ( Read more... )

So, he's amazing except ( Read more... )

This is the cutest fucking thing ever

He wrote to me a poem:

Super Mega Hottie,
That is what you are,
The zoo day is coming,
Friday is not far..

How can cheesiness get to me??? Well, I think it's sheer art.
I'm going to the zoooooooooooooo yay!

He's freaking awesome..Who would of thought you could talk to a person on the phone for 2 hrs and not even realize it?? Anyway..I know it's corny but having your first kiss with him on valentine's day is pretty sweet. Anyway I'm happy, but overworked..Getting my car soon..And I should have my place by the end of May..I'm just going to stay where I ( Read more... )

Micheal bought me a COACH bag!!!!! Okay I'm done being a girl now...IT's pink!

So I am totally disregarding my work's no dating policy...I'm going on a date with security, and I like him, and he's nice and so there...But I'm not being very rebellious about it because I don't want to get fired, and neither does he...So it's underwraps which is good..I don't want people to know my buisiness at my place of buisiness, you know? ( Read more... )

It sucks sooooooooo bad that we're not allowed to date people at work. I means he's security, does that really count? Haven't met any body in a long time that gave me the butterflies just by standing next to him...Wow he is so freaking hot. Imagine 6'4 blues eyes, a black on black suit and a huge tattoo.....Drool...The downside is, well he's 30. ( Read more... )

Rejection bites.. Not that I've never been rejected, but hell, not lately. And not like this? From calling twice a day to nada. What gives? It's better I know but it just pisses me off more then anything that someone can be so cowardly. Integrity is high on my list of likeable traits in men, and you sure as hell aren't one of them.

If there's hidden meanings in dreams, what does it mean when you shower with a kitten, then wrap it up in a warm towel, then scare it by shoving it in a chiwauawa's face? And then it sticking its fucking claws in my hand..I'm pretty sure there's more, but I can't remember...Oh wait, there was alot of chefs and stuff involved. Wow, that's weird. I ( Read more... )