i am watching CBC, one of the only news channels i respect ( Read more... )

i hate my bad days ( Read more... )

i always screw everything up ( Read more... )

i cant go back there. i cant live there again. who am i fucking kidding ( Read more... )

i really fucking hate this place

i am EXTREAMLY angry. not angry to the point of smashing things but i want to start fucking taking a hammer to every goddamn flying thing in this fucking appartment.

i am so fucking pissed off
and i hate this place and its people
fucking worthless
i wanna get the fuck out of here.

i'm seriously hating my appartment right now ( Read more... )

another reason i really need to stop drinking is because i am loanly.
drinking and loanlyness is a horrible combination for me.

nothing but stupid decisions.

i feel like i want a big man to hug, to hold me.

i need to stop drinking. thats all i am doing, i do useless shit at home then i drink with people ( Read more... )

i love rain, even more so when its a thunder storm ( Read more... )

so i did end up going to the store. and i didnt even get what i have been craving ( Read more... )