wowie i haven't updated this in a long time! geez...and ALL THE OTHER STUFF NONSENSE! Gah whats wrong with me lol. hose last blogs are crap lol. Gah so summer is here and I am already suffering the wrath of living with my parents....still no fun for me...this summer better get better!

Ok so this is me farewell Ode to A.P.L, on one of my verious outing with Monsiuer Craig, I realized something...it was like I reluctantly had am epiphany. It's pretty stpuid...but in my own sick childish world, it hurt a lot to come to this realization. Ppl please dont laugh at me, you know me very well and know that I can very rediculous about ( Read more... )

WELL...LET'S SEE I THINK I SHOULD LET YA GUYS IN ON WHAT'S GOIN' ON IN MY WORLD...I FIGURE U GUYS ARE TIRED OF ME BITCHING ABOUT HOW ILL I AM. BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW I AM STILL SICK! BUT NE WHO YA...I WENT TO CLASS TODAY AND IT WAS OK, UNTIL IT WAS TIME FOR PHILOSOPHY CLASS. FUCK! I HATE THAT CLASS, IT'S SOO BORING...IT'S AGONIZING! BUT NE WHO...OH ( Read more... )

IM SOOOO SICK...I HATE IT....I PRETTY SURE IM ON MY DEATH BED! O GEEZ IM IN SOOO MUCH PAIN....I HATE BITCHING ABOUT THIS...BUT IM SOOO ALONE AND SOOO SICK, I JUST WANT MY MOMMY AND MY ABUELA!

OK, SO DAY 3 OF BEING STUCK HERE AT SCHOOL DURING SPRING BREAK....EWWW I NEED SOMETHING ANYTHING TO KEEP ME ALIVE. I HAVE NO MONEY AND NO ONE IS HERE AND HALF OF THE TIME THE FRIEND IM STAYING WITH IS WITH HER BF! IM SOOOO BORED IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF OR SCRATCH OUT MY EYEBALLS FROM THE BORDUM....O GOD SOMEONE NEEDS TO HELP ME! I'M DIEING HERE, ( Read more... )

"ALL THE LONELY PEOPLE DO THEY ALL COME FROM...ALL THE LONELY PEOPLE....WHERE DO THEY ALL BELONG" --The beatles where on to something here...i dunno I think of spring break and this song pops in my head...this is NOT a good sign!

IM IN CLASS SOOOO,BORED IM SICK OF SCHOOL, I WANNA BURN EVERYONE'S FACE AND YESTERDAY I SPOKE TO BRYAN AFTER 2YRS! YA SHYZAAA IS RIGHT! I DUNNO, ITS A SCARY THING RIGHT NOW....ARG I WANNA SLEEP! OHHH WHAT TO DO WHEN UR YOUNG ANS STUPID! BLEH EVERYONE IN MY CLASS IS ON THIER COMP DOING WHATEVER I THINK THIS GUY IS WATCHING PORN, EW.

I'M SOOOO BORED AND TIRED. I JUST NEED A BREAK, SCHOOL IS PROVING TO BE A STRAIN...I'M FUCKIN' TIRED OF THE COLD!....I MISS MY MOM....I LOVE THIS PLACE, YET I HATE IT TOO! WHAR'S WRONG WITH ME??

SIGH....LE AMOUR..LE AMOUR, WHY NOT ME??? IT'S GONNA BE A YEAR...WOW A FUCKIN' YEAR HOW SAD IS THAT..I'D RATHER DIE. I WISH I WAS COLD HEARTED.