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I don't know why I am hesitant to update, it couldn't be the weather, maybe it is some other subtlety? I guess I had a thought, basically it is to take each day/moment as an opportunity to try expand my understanding of the world around me, not so much to be hampered by fear or anxiety, but just to move on with genuine curiosity that would ( Read more... )

So I am updating now because I don't really much like the last update that I had there ( Read more... )

I felt sick ( Read more... )

I now know what to do
I now know what to do
It's true
and now, now that I know what to do, I feel
I feel a bit too disapointed about it all
a bit too powerful about it all
like a lobster that's gonna live forever
and never be fried in butter

a bit too disapointed about it all
like a blue sky gone pink

I have just finished reading Stephen King's "On Writing: A memoir of the craft" and found it to be surprising how powerful and enjoyable it was...I think it got to me more than any other book I have read in fact, I hate to say it, but I did almost cry a little at one part ( Read more... )

I had my visit to the dentist today. It is always the debate of whether to go for the check up, or wait for the rumored blinding pain that would have you be very happy to be sitting in that chair. However, since I chose the check up route, today was complete terror ( Read more... )

Before anyone starts reading too far into this entry, I just want to state that I am going to now use this journal more or less as a journal to record and remember an idea I had today... It is an idea I got today listening to Feynman 's ideas on miniaturization, and I wanted to keep track of it. It is an idea, it is a far fetched idea, so be warned ( Read more... )

Oh mah stahz, is it ever so hard to find a Google WhackYet, it is strangly addictive and amusing to see just how many results you can get for combinations of words so fundimentally lacking in lucidity ( Read more... )

Somehow in this entry I wanted to capture the nostalgia I have for the escape a garden afforded me as a child. I got the feeling watching sound of music, the scene where Liesl leaves the dinner early to go meet Rolfe, and they go singing in the gazebo. It was just the scenery of the path leading to the formal lawn and garden that made the memories ( Read more... )