Everything you think you know baby ( Read more... )

yesterday i ate ( Read more... )

Josh Seiler: i love you

aawww./ he's drunk of course but i feel like saving it here anyways : )

im on drugs and i had hot sex tonight. : D happy mood,.

Today I've drank 3 cups of coffee, ate a bowl of healthy cereal and ate a can of pears (not the gross fat syrupy kind either).
And I exercised too.

I rock.

But I'm still FAT. It's pretty gay. And my boobies are shrinking and that's REALLY gay.
I don't know how I'd feel if I lost my boobs

How vain is that

: )

1. The only time I'm truely happy is when I'm fucked up on painkillers ( Read more... )

Breakfast
-2 cups of coffee with little non-dairy creamer
-carnation instant breakfast for the "carb concious"

Lunch/Afternoon
-1.5 small pieces of chicken marinated in italian dressing
-1/2 cup of plain green beans

Exercise
-swimming for ... 45 minutes?

it is very hard to disattach yourself from something that was once the warmest feeling you knew ( Read more... )

You're such a fake it's true
I can't believe the words you say
I'm far away from you
I'll never bring back yesterday

go on roll your eyes
mine will be back in my head
then how will you feel
you'll wish you were the one dead

immature reasons
but the urge still remians
kissing and fucking
it was just one big game

i fell for you
i will fall again
this time, you won't catch me
the cold pavement will

i feel somewhat beautiful