Well, crap. You're almost 17 now and I'm not there to celebrate it with you. I wish I was, Cooke. I'm alone without you. No one can or ever will compare to how wonderful and giving you are. None of my past or future friendships to come will ever be able to TOUCH what we have. You're my friend, my role model, and my sister. No matter how far away ( Read more... )

Who am I and what the fuck is going on?

I crashed a dirt bike. It was fun.

Well, I tried being optimistic, now I'll just be realistic. Florida blows. I haven't been here a whole day and I can already tell I'm just gonna take dramamine all fuckin' week and sleep the whole thing through. Maybe Will and I will get shit faced. That should be fun.

I was actually thinking about showing up at your house tomorrow before work. I thought it would make sense. I thought it would MAKE things make sense. Just being in your arms again. I'm just a stupid girl. I think I'll just sleep in instead of showing up at your house only to find out you're with her. Tell your family I love them ( Read more... )

I'm gonna re-write this one entry ( Read more... )

Well, my dad's coming home tonight so I have to give my modem back. My mom's too dumb to notice but my dad would see it's gone. So....talk to you when I get back from Florida I guess. Bye.

Being grounded sucks. But at least I'm able to sneak these things every now and then. Well, Cookies coming June 7th and I'm leaving June 5th which sucks, but I'll see her on the 11th hopefully. I think I'm gonna really stop smoking. Really. I'll deal when De's stuff grows and make money but I'm gonna stay out of that shit. I want to be clean. I ( Read more... )

Well, just to tell everyone I got caught with weed. I'm grounded till the 11th I think and Cookie and I are going to ride the hell out of Fiesta Texas. Love yall. Fuck off.

I'm trying to focus ( Read more... )