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On failure.
This is life. This is it. And I am failing at it. -
On being selfish.
So there is me. I exist. I feel like there is an entire world around me. I feel like I don't really exist most of the time. I'm just here. Why do other people always have friends and I don't? Why am I alone? How come she can get any guy she wants and I can't get the one guy I want? I just wish that for once the stars in the universe would line up ( Read more... ) -
alone
Maybe it's the alcohol. Maybe it's all the meds from the last few days. Maybe it hormones. I always have bad timing with men. If it's not one thing then it is another. I'm always waiting. He tells me I try too hard. What am I supposed to do though- I am always waiting around! My life is becoming a lisa loeb song. -
this is kind of humiliating to write...
I went in yesterday for what was supposed to be minor surgery. Granted it was still considered minor surgery. I've had an ovarian cyst since March-maybe a little bit longer. About the size of a golf ball. I thought that maybe it had disappeared so I went in and had a last minute ultra sound-still there. So the day of the surgery my doctor tells me ( Read more... ) -
"love is watching someone die" ~death cab
i feel like i should take back my last entry.
i want someone to lay in bed with me. i want someone to look at. i want someone to kiss. i want really want a certain someone. I want to lay next to him again. I want to converse with him. i want him to make me giggle.
I'm probably jumping the gun. -
april showers bring may flowers
Maybe it's the smell of spring. Maybe it's just in the air, but it seems like many are jumping full throttle into relationships. Everytime I click on the homepage of facebook I see another so and so is listed in a relationship. It fine. Really. Fine. It seems like alot of girls are talking about settling down and how each of them is ready for the ( Read more... ) -
a cup of coffee and a book.
I sat in the park today. The wind was too cold and sharp to actually go and sit somewhere beyond the trees which is what I normally like to do. I am reading Mosaic. It's just short stories along with lyrics about Amy Grant's life. Well there is this chapter about one of her aunts that moves to California and forgets about everything in her life. ( Read more... ) -
http://mcphersonguitars.com/
i wish i had 4,400.00 dollars for a McPherson guitar... -
Peter and the Wolf
So earlier I went to Rocketstar Cafe in Kalamazoo to see Peter and the Wolf. Hunter Redding is soooo soooo cute. Two bands opened. I have no idea what the name of the first band was, but they played some covers and some cute stuff. The second band was Kolka-Karmadon and they were all about natural disasters. I didn't like them so much. Then out ( Read more... )