hi:)

i'm back
in shelburne
staying at steve's for a week till next monday

i have no phonenumbers whatsoever so call steve if you wanna talk/hang out/bitch whatever. ill prolly see you at fiddleville tho:)

i hate regretting the one thing i once wanted him to do so badly.
it's a feeling i finally admit and it sucks.

wow this week has been weird. i had this big -fuck-i-miss-you-guys-attack. It was actually, very good. ill be honest, i havnt thought about all of you a lot lately. there has been a lot on my mind, especially with my parents.. i think no one of you really knows about this except steve.. it was, well, very bad. i was about to just run away and never ( Read more... )

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the common mayfly has a life expectancy of one day
but is he miserable about it?
not one bit

he fills his day with the things he loves
he soars,       
   he swoops,     
  he savours every moment

maybe there is a lesson in this for us longer living creatures
just think if we would live life like a mayfly
what a life that would be

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HI

i'm back. I havn't been here for the longest time. Partly because steve's here and i don't feel like updating as much, partly because of wieger.

mmmm wieger. as to say my bf. i like him a lot. he's different than anyone i've seen before and different than you'd expect. he makes me calm, horny, happy, smiling, and that all mixed up together. He' ( Read more... )

so i'll update all of you quickly.

steve just arrived:D i'm so glad to see him, i gave him the biggest hug in the world, lol. he's really tired tho, he didn't drink any coffee(idiot) and right now having a shower.

this is going to be so good, i can't wait to show him around. he's gonna love it.

:D:D

okay, so i promised to put a picture online..


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ok i feel odd. i was having a bath(which is my new invention... i used to have baths all the time as a kid, like, i never took a shower till i was 12, and now im into them again:D) and i stood up to grab my cellphone to call wieger, and i was standing with the phone in my hand and then i saw little stars.. the next thing i remember is my dad ( Read more... )