the good ol' days

[bocephuslouise]

Im tired of being treated as a last resort. I wish I could go back to the old days, the innocent days, the ignorant days, the happy days. I wish I could hate you, wish I could be bitter; I wish could forget what you smell like, forget the feeling of your head on my finger tips, forget the weight of your big coat around my shoulders and all these

Comments

[luisrico_1867]

While it's nice to remember the good stuff from the past, don't get yourself wrapped up in missing it. Nostalgia is a double-edge sword (if that's not too cliched...). But hey, I'm not one to knock reminiscing, I've been there myself.

[bocephuslouise]

im usually pretty good about it (ive gone through TONS of crap with my family and yada yada yada that was hard to get over, but im over it). but this time -- with this particular person -- i dont think i can. hes the only one that has enough of me to crush me to powder. hes the only one thats ever made it that far into my heart. but, theres a whole huge behind the scenes story here. *sigh* oh well.