life can be hard sometimes and really get to you but other times it can be just freaking amazing and the key to it all is waiting through those bad times and thinking life can get better. If you stay the continual pessimist than it will be a self fufiling proficy and things will just be bad but if you look at anything that is "bad" in a positive ( Read more... )

well that ended fast. got a gf. how come that always seems to solve alot of problems

I think it is Ironic that I come back to this mean of expression years after I started posting. but for some reason I feel almost in the same place as I was when I originally started posting. Lonely, and depressed. I wonder how life chances and how u can go from being the happiest person ever to sitting here on the edge of tears wondering what the ( Read more... )

Dear Marisa ( Read more... )

WALL OF THINGS I AM SICK OF(in no order ( Read more... )

OMG went to summer jam last night and ti was intense. Let me see if I can hit some of the highlights ( Read more... )

18 baby!!!!!!! sitting here alone. sounds right.

well I suceeded and did not cry all day long!!! I went to south after school saw peeps than just chilled with peeps. I came home and decided that I might as well cry now instead of later. so I went through and read all of my comments people made and listened to my "graduation" playlist.(will have copies for people later) and just cryed. It felt ( Read more... )

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oh reality why do u tempt me so ( Read more... )