shattered

[bob4band]

i am officially disgruntled. it hurts to put so much care and consideration into something, trying to make it better while respecting the spirit of where it began, to have your thoughts thrown out arbitrarily. why did i even bother? more and more i grow disillusioned. is there a point? you say you value change but ignore it. i even made two

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[sansets]

*hugs you long and hard and DAMN - why do I have to be across the country?* God sweetie, that is just made of so much suck. I wish that there was something that I could say or do to make it better. If you want to talk, feel free to give me a call at any time, day or night - the only time I won't answer is when I honestly can't talk at that point, but I WILL call you back.

(errr - this is Shelly, BTW. I couldn't recall if I mentioned getting a new LJ or not, but I did. Just wanted to make sure that when I said things like "I would totally fly to you to give you a hug" that they came across as loving and not, you know, CREEPY. *hugs you more, just for good measure*)