so i sit home [alone] and watch arthouse indie films that i get in the mail from my blockbuster delivery service.

im sick and tired of this constant ideology that nothin will make me happy. it is so because its true. since ive been here ive yet to be jubilant. that isnt what college is meant to be.

im so drained. in every way. this hasn't really been a positive situation thus far.

im going abroad fall 06, hopefully london or paris. i refuse to go alone after this experience. so who wants to do this?

ivelostallmotivation_thisfightisfutile_remember.when.we.used.to.talk.about.how.the.future.would.be.so.great?

( What it feels like.... )

16 tons
what do you get
another day older
and deeper in debt

do you remember that?

89/365. 9/24. 14/60. 03/60

until __ ________.

Things are seeming better. If you are reading this, I hope everything is good in your life.

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Message from President Cowen - September 14, 2005, 5:30 p.m ( Read more... )

think about the word beat.

What do you think of? Take an educated guess at how many definitions for beat there are.
Then, click here:"THE DEFINITON"

Post what the difference was between your guess and the actual amount.

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