a marker for a good person:
one who can comfortably not draw attention to themself.

i realize that now that the baby is getting closer (oh my gosh!) that i post much more in my pregnancy journal than i do here. forgive me for neglecting you bluestars journal ( Read more... )

ive got to keep telling myself the truth. i can walk out what i know to be true. to trust those around me. and this week MUST end sometime. im so exhausted. i just sit down for two seconds and all i want to do is sleep the day away. away away away! im not depressed, just desheveled with all thats going on in my life right now. death and life ( Read more... )

this is my 800th entry

you've GOT to be kidding me!!!!

i just got a call and apparently my uncle is having brain surgery tomorrow to remove a newly discovered blood clot. if it isnt removed tomorrow morning he could have a devastating if not fatal stroke. Father i need you!!!

"when it rains it pours" just doesnt seem to say it enough

my grandpa passed away this valentines day morning. it was very peaceful.

thank you all for your love, support, kind comments, and general uplifting spirit lately. i really think it prepared me to feel so much more calm and collected about this. the viewings are on wednesday and the actual funeral will be this thursday.

today was so long and exhausting words can't express.

01- took pt. one of our birthing class and havnt learned a thing
02- we were run off the road by what we suspect was a drunk driver
03- we went to see my grandpa and said our goodbyes

---------------01- so yes we started our birthing class at the hospital. we were there around 9, first ones ( Read more... )

dang i miss my ( short hair. )

a good friend from high school came over to visit me today. i love friends who were once dear but fade away only to come back into your life years later and you rediscover their wonderfulness all over again. overall i find my high school friends quite disappointing now. i see what "proximity friends" we truly were and what the years have done to ( Read more... )

01. i definatelly dont believe that anyone has ever been to the moon ( Read more... )