Hey everyone. How are you all doing??? I am ok. I am really happy right now. Only four more days left before I get to be with my baby. I love you honey and cannot wait to be in your arms again. Right now, I am getting things ready to go to NJ. I have to finish up my school work on Friday but other then that, I am good to go. This is going to be ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. How are you all doing?? I am great. I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world. He means the world to me. I miss him so much. I cannot wait to see him again. Colt you are the greatest guy I know and could never ask for more. You have made me the happiest woman on earth. I just hope I am making you as happy as you are making me. ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother to keep up with my postings on livejournal or myspace. No one really reads them. And those that do just do it to be nice. I am feeling really depressed right now and I do not know why. I mean college and everything is going great, but I am depressed. Tomorrow I have another test in Biology 2 and yeah... But ( Read more... )

this is total BS. my mom keeps telling me that she will take me to Wal-mart "tomorrow" everyday for the past week. when is tomorrow going to come???? next year?? i hate this. and to top it all off she is complaining about her stupid house and how it is always messy. we have 6 people living here. the house cannot be any cleaner then it already is. ( Read more... )

Hey all. I just got out of Biology 2 where I had a test. It was sort of easy. some of the questions were confusing. I wish I had a boyfriend. I found out that Jimmy has a new girlfriend. She is fourteen and Erin knows her. i dont care about that though. I am through caring about him and what he does. I just wish I had a boyfriend because I am ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. I guess by now the friends on here have read on myspace about the breakup. No wedding no nothing. He made a story up about me sleeping with Jason Wilson to get me worked up. He ended it two days before my birthday. And now he has the nerve to point out that he is going to a party with "the crew" to celebrate New Year's. I can't take ( Read more... )

Hey all. I know I have not really been up to date with my live journal. But I did go to NJ on the 21. I just got back home on the 2nd. I would have stayed longer but I had to get back b/c of doctors and I have to finish my application to college again. Being in NJ was fun. I really liked surprising Colt at the Halloween party. That was really fun. ( Read more... )

I am coming to NJ. I don't know when yet, but I am. I can't wait. It is going to be so much fun. I can't wait to see all my friends. I miss them. Especially Colt. Colt, you are a great friend. You have been there every time I have needed you and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for that. Jimmy you are life and I cannot wait for the wedding. ( Read more... )

I am really wishing I could move back to NJ right now. My family does not seem to understand my illnesses. Erin is always wanting me to go swimming and the pool upsets my stomach. When I tell her that I don't want to go swimming she pouts and gives me an attitude. Then when I give her an attitude back, I get yelled at. Just like I am not allowed to ( Read more... )

You know, people really make me mad. My sister Eri, was upset at her so called friends that she was really depressed again. These people never contact her and yet they want her to contact them and they want her to go out of her way to see them and hang out with them. Why do people like to do that to others? I know a couple of my so called best ( Read more... )