just when you think your safe...you are and your family members are at the cross streets of harms way and fucked st. yep thats right rancho is now on fire! well this thing isnt stoping and ive heard from a few different people(some my parents friends who are home owners/exhome owners)that today is worse than yesterday.and we cant get the sd news ( Read more... )

i told you! i told you! it is hell on earth.fire and all.yep i hate being right...haha ( Read more... )

ALL HAIL TO SCRUBS! i love that show... it just makes me feel good. i dont know why,but it has to be the most genius show ever. how do they do it? maybe they just "tilt there head to the right and let there mind soar like an eagle."-J.D. i cant even pick a fave cast member. i love them all but id have to go with loving dr.Cox,J.D.,and jordon.oh and ( Read more... )

i need some one to get my mind off of charlie..not another guy thats not what im looking for. thats probably why i havent looked for one... but i need friend. but its proving to be harder than hell to find one. every new guy that ive met wanted to get with me(i sound so stuck up) but thats just guys in gen. if theres a pussy with in 10 feet of them ( Read more... )

hello out there, well today is my moms birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM ( Read more... )

every time the phone rings i want to think that its charlie...but i know its not gonna be. so i wont even answer it any more ( Read more... )

...I just turn my head and swallow my feelings...again ( Read more... )

well last night i got a call from charlie after he blew me off all day saying that he was in jail. i was so worried and scared for him that i was shaking. turns out that he just said that because when he finally did call it was in the middle of watching fantastic 4 with my parents... so i said sorry when i feel like being ignored ill call him. i ( Read more... )

well so far my new life has turned out to be a big rerun... wake about 7am then i watch tv....talk to charlie about noon...then wait untill mom gets home...then about half hour latter we get the kids...talk to charlie some more...dinner then scrubs at 7pm then in bed about 10pm or so....then i wake at about 7am........... the dots seem to go on ( Read more... )

wow c told me that he was reading back in this and he wanted to know why i was writing about trevor when i was with him... looks bad i know but the dates are wrong... i mean it looks like 6 days after my last entry about t i was talking about my heart ache with c. makes me look like a slut! but really it was like a full year and some days latter ( Read more... )