my life is... amazing! for no reason in particular other than the fact that i have amazing friends and smile for no reason. im single but thats ok bc chris and i are still very close. mollys home from bethlewoods! we had a disney themed party last night and i was megara from hercules... and i had a purple toga dress! why wouldnt that make you smile ( Read more... )

first, i must suggest you watch this.... really:

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he's kind of my favorite. i just cant update right now. im on edge because molly is supposed to be coming home at some point today... even though it was supposed to be last night.

whatever.

my throat is killing me. i feel like its strep.. only im lacking the nasty whiteness on the back of my throat. so no strep... but what? my throat is swollen and hard (ew!!) and it hurts when i swallow. (insert joke about social life here ( Read more... )

today was tough. all i want to di write about things that arent today and feel better. so i will.

( cortneys ridiculous rant on masturbation and male cleanliness, etc )

i dont knooowww ( Read more... )

oy to the vey ( Read more... )

i dont know. i dont i dont i dont. im NOT this person at all and i really just cant stop... this. i cant put words to it because then its real. not drugs or really any other addiction, unless you count patterns as addictions... and since im obviously never gonna break this pattern, i may as well embrace it ( Read more... )

tuesday morning. well, actually its approaching tuesday afternoon. chris left this morning for home ( Read more... )

at all! im laying in bed and i feel like a crazy person. there's a place i want to drive to downtown that usually fills this void... and more. there;s more to it but i should just go ahead and play the role of 'user' i've been handed.

i make no sense. why am i doing this?

maybe i enjoy being miserable. maybe he was right.

shiiit.

futon planted and smiling :D ( Read more... )