well i can't sleep...im to wired..and my stomach is upset also...so thought id type a little something ( Read more... )

5 more lousy long days till escape ( Read more... )

so i have lost 20 more pounds...making that a total of 90 pounds since 2008 sometime ( Read more... )

you can only hear people fight so much..*sigh ( Read more... )

Sitting next to my step dad while he is talking...drunk talking..so you know that never ends. Now that i have my computer it's like the dueling computers in here....wish he would stop talking tho...why can;t more people just sit in comfortable silence?? Why do people feel the need to talk all the time...or fill the empty minutes with useless ( Read more... )

ugh...right now i just feel like wallowing in some self pity when i know others have it much harder then i do...just stress gets to me occassionally...and tomorrow i get to wake up and see people who have it so much more worse off then i do...i should STFU and be gratefull...yes gratefull...

im just tired sometimes...off to bed with me..

I got my computer back on track here at my mom's which makes me gratefull because i hated using her ancient compaq ( Read more... )

ok seriously ....i have had enough scarring in my life time..enough already pretty please god!!! that was just fucking fucked up..beyond all shadow of a fucking doubt ( Read more... )

finally..im here..lol ( Read more... )

i feel stagnant...stuck in the same place..doing nothing. Work..work..work....class..work..and more work. I completed some other certification for work in the last couple months only to get the raise they were offering which was a whole dollar....yes i said that with sarcasm...but it was a dollar more then what i make. Anyway friday i went in for ( Read more... )