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finally..im here..lol
It has been so long since i posted a journal entry.. every time i make plans to it slips my mind. good quote!! has to post it!
But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.
SO life with my mom and vic...has as many downs as it does ups. I knew my mom was a nut, but i think she has gotten a little more OCD about somethings. I hadn't lived with her in five years...wow what five years can do...lol. The only upside about living here amoungst this chaos is that i don't have to deal with the trouble my brothers chosen life brings, and i don't have to be a personal slave for my dad. That personal slave shit was wearing me out. I could never be a submissive in a dom/sub relationship...nope...it would end in murder..lol and more then likely me in a prison cell.
i can't see how people drink so much..almost everyday now they drink..ugh it would make me so lethargic. I have to plan drinking with friends on a day when i have off the next otherwise that next day will be so shitty. Speaking of friends...ugh they are scatterd around texas which i knew would eventually work out that way, because lets face what does this town have to offer besides power plants. It kinda sucks tho..i miss them..miss hanging out...miss thier faces. I miss being apart of thier lives rather then being apart from their lives.
I have finished up the clinicals part of my certification for medical assistant...i am going to be looking for another job hopefully lake jackson pearland..somewhere between here and there..around june. I want to stay at my current job till june when i get my 2 weeks vacation pay..which will be close to 1000 bucks..so..plus june isn't that far away. Untill that time i am redoing my resume..hopefully things will work out in that department..at least im praying it does...sheesh i need change in that part of my life!! and that is understating it!!
Btw just a little story on how crAZY SOMEBODY CAN GET!! my step dad doesn;t like when we put the hot tea jug in the fridge cuz it makes the milk warm when he drinks it....also he hates it when i put the toilet paper on the roll without the paper going over the top....my response to that was...well no offense but you should count your blessings that i ever put a roll of toilet paper back on the damn roll. Even my mother says he is a fruitcake....and in my head i simple smile and nod thinking well so are you so your a match made in OCD hell...HAHAHAHA
because she got all bent out of shape when i used the left coffee pot instead of the right one she put out for me...of course it was 5 in the morning...so maybe that had something to do with it. Anyway they are both fruitcakes..full of nuts...wrapped in tinfoil...bleh!!
hey this is kinda fun..lol im gonna have to make a note to myself to update more..:p
It has been so long since i posted a journal entry.. every time i make plans to it slips my mind. good quote!! has to post it!
But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.
SO life with my mom and vic...has as many downs as it does ups. I knew my mom was a nut, but i think she has gotten a little more OCD about somethings. I hadn't lived with her in five years...wow what five years can do...lol. The only upside about living here amoungst this chaos is that i don't have to deal with the trouble my brothers chosen life brings, and i don't have to be a personal slave for my dad. That personal slave shit was wearing me out. I could never be a submissive in a dom/sub relationship...nope...it would end in murder..lol and more then likely me in a prison cell.
i can't see how people drink so much..almost everyday now they drink..ugh it would make me so lethargic. I have to plan drinking with friends on a day when i have off the next otherwise that next day will be so shitty. Speaking of friends...ugh they are scatterd around texas which i knew would eventually work out that way, because lets face what does this town have to offer besides power plants. It kinda sucks tho..i miss them..miss hanging out...miss thier faces. I miss being apart of thier lives rather then being apart from their lives.
I have finished up the clinicals part of my certification for medical assistant...i am going to be looking for another job hopefully lake jackson pearland..somewhere between here and there..around june. I want to stay at my current job till june when i get my 2 weeks vacation pay..which will be close to 1000 bucks..so..plus june isn't that far away. Untill that time i am redoing my resume..hopefully things will work out in that department..at least im praying it does...sheesh i need change in that part of my life!! and that is understating it!!
Btw just a little story on how crAZY SOMEBODY CAN GET!! my step dad doesn;t like when we put the hot tea jug in the fridge cuz it makes the milk warm when he drinks it....also he hates it when i put the toilet paper on the roll without the paper going over the top....my response to that was...well no offense but you should count your blessings that i ever put a roll of toilet paper back on the damn roll. Even my mother says he is a fruitcake....and in my head i simple smile and nod thinking well so are you so your a match made in OCD hell...HAHAHAHA
because she got all bent out of shape when i used the left coffee pot instead of the right one she put out for me...of course it was 5 in the morning...so maybe that had something to do with it. Anyway they are both fruitcakes..full of nuts...wrapped in tinfoil...bleh!!
hey this is kinda fun..lol im gonna have to make a note to myself to update more..:p