Argh. there are just so many things i want to say, but i know none of the words will come out right. It hurts me so bad to know you care about her, but she's the one person in the world that doesn't deserve you. I don't even know how you can like her, she's nothing, no one knows her because she's so damn fake...don't you see it? If there is one ( Read more... )

Well, first off, let me just say Happy Holidays! :) Hope you all have good ones ( Read more... )

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Okay, so i am sure that you all have heard what happened. if not, im not the one to fill you in. I just want to make it clear that i DON'T like him, in fact all i wanted was to be friends. the SOLE purpose of me going with him was to pick out HER christmas present. I love her to death and would NEVER EVER do anything to hurt and, and i hope she ( Read more... )

So to update you guys on my last post, we ending up WINNING districts and we are going to state tomorrow in Kearney if you guys want to come. Ha, i know that most people won't, but atleast i am giving it a shot ( Read more... )

So right now i am sitting in the light room at school waiting for the district one act awards to be presented..woop-die-doo!! i actaully think we did good. surprisingly enough. I think i will cry if we go to state, because...well, a lot of reasons. but i think we have a lot easier district last year. we only have 2 other schools that were in our ( Read more... )

So i wrote a new poem type thing...if u read, just please don't laugh ( Read more... )

So I finally got home yesterday around 5:30-ish, got my stuff unpacked and then i went out with Nick and Dustin. We went to Walgreens because Dustin had to pee or something, who knows, but me and Nick started reading magazines...HAHA! You wouldnt believe some of the things that they write in those things. there was one article about now not to be ( Read more... )

Greetings from the good 'ole Razorback state (Arkansas). I am here visiting the family, and it is OH SO FUN!! w00t w00t. I am happy that i got to see my cousin though, first time in something like 8 years. Though, we are pretty close, writting letters and good stuff like that. He is leaving again for Iraq December 2 for another year, he just got ( Read more... )

Why does this happen to everyone I love. I want to be there to hold them and tell them its okay. Instead I sit and wait by the phone, hoping its there name that comes up on the next call. Some how it never does ( Read more... )