I have sent off for one of these marble mice:


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I slept sitting in my desk chair again last night.  Funnily enough I never seem to get a sore neck (famous last words).  I had been playing around with a new program I got called "Buzan's iMindMap".  It's a new version since the last time I got it (it wouldn't install on my new PC because of the EULA) Anyways I want to try posting it here:


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There's something bothering me and that is that my mind just seems empty of thoughts/feelings/motivation most of the time these days.  I lack words when I wish I could say something in my diary or even to make conversation with people.  I fear that is the reason I don't have lots of friends in my town.  This emptiness burns me every day.

I like New Years Day... Hogmanay is rubbish but New Years Day is great because there is nothing going on and you get some peace and quiet and time to contemplate gently.  The weather has been beautiful today and there was a rosy sunset.

I want to learn how to use a digital camera that has been sitting in its box for months.  I'd love to post some

I went down to the Square for the new year countdown and was completely sober while everyone around me was out of their box.  I spoke to a couple of people I knew but didn't find my work colleague whom I was supposed to be meeting.   I couldn't stand the crowd any more so I came up to my flat.  But the party continues outside with a live band (who ( Read more... )

Today I did something sensible - got my prescription filled for Depakote which I haven't been taking regularly.  I really think it helps my angry feelings.  So I'm going to be taking it properly for a while ( Read more... )

Pah!  I keep getting angry with my sister, my dad, my cooking, everything!   For example tonight the power was at low voltage and my dad wasn't doing anything about it, and he was bumbling about and I said something and he said "...and have some respect for your father!" which made me even madder because it's so not what I want to hear ( Read more... )

Still getting my head together after the Norovirus aka the Winter Vomiting Bug,  mostly because I caught a cold at the same time and my nose is stuffed up etc etc ( Read more... )

I missed Xmas.  My sister and I stayed up on Xmas Eve to go to the church service which was quite good.  However when I got home I was uneasy and by 2am I realised I had caught the Winter Vomiting Virus from my sister-in-law and I was up all night with it.  Horrid horrid bug. I was exhausted and finally fell asleep about 7am.   Managed to take some ( Read more... )

I'm in bad shape, got the Winter Vomiting Bug last night and missed Xmas with my family.  Very weak.