Table for One Please...

[blueblood13]

its like i'm not here, everything around me is a blur, like a movie moment where a person sits in the park dead still as the world speeds by, lightness turns to dark and dark turns into nothing, i guess it happened sometime between wanting to see my boyfriend and feeling his lifeless touch on my skin, i guess walking dead can mean something other

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[anonymous]

What Happened?

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[blueblood13]

I Happened

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[anonymous]

We all "happened." What spacificaly?
I know you dont like me very much but my lifes not going so well either, which im sure isnt suprizing to either of us and probely make you a little happy. i know our last meeting didnt go so well but i think we/ve both grown up a bit.
~Stupid dirty hippy (with a hair cut, brand new full time job at McDonalds, shitty gf, and 11 months left on probation.)

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[blueblood13]

what happened... well i guess it was somethime between the fact that hes just a boyfriend, and thats all, he doesnt make me feel loved, he wastes his life on video games which isnt even a talent, at leats you play an instrument, he doesnt save any money, he acts like everything i say is a lie, he doesnt brush his teeth and i feel like hes with me because i'm better than what he had in the past, did i mention he can go one week with mentioning how big someone else boobs are, since we all know my situation that pisses me off, oh and he knows i di like him talking about boobs, thats what happened hes an asshole who doesnt listen and i just dont want to be alone!