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Finally
I have a JOB! Yes a J.O.B!!!! I'm getting PAID!!!
Finally it has happened to me
Right in front of my face and
I just cannot hide it!
Okay that was ner- dork- loserish.
I feel like I accomplished something.... Now it's time to get everything else situated -
Because I can....
What to write about, what to type...
This sickness is killing me.... I don't know what to do with myself! I'm wandering aimlessly... where's my fucking path! -
Subject No Subject #2 (Held In Anger)
SHOUT. calm, stay calm. YELL. breathe, breathe deeply. SCR/silence/EAM. you're strong, stay strong. RO/muscles twitch/AR. punch. Jab, HOOk, UPPERCUT! There's peace. No negativity lingers, only tranquility... -
Subject No Subject
It's a humid summer morning, my body is sticky with sweat. I turn over kicking the rest of the comforter to the floor, fighting to go back to sleep. I groan cursing the heat that has settled in my room and turn over once more to find relief. Of course that doesn't happen. Finally I give up on my journey for more rest and blink the haze of sleep ( Read more... ) -
Random Sh*t
Why do I insist on doing this to myself. I actually feel sorry for myself... I can't see the future but I feel like it's a bleak one... You know how you can just picture yourself doing something and usually go and give it a try, well I don't try. My dreams just feel out of reach, yet I'm not taking the steps to get any closer to them... I don't ( Read more... ) -
TEEN WOLF!!!!!!!
I JUST WATCHED TEEN WOLF ON MTV..... I AM TOTALLY SHOCKED AND PISSED AND SAD!!! THEY BETTER HAVE NOT KILLED DEREK HALE!!!! I SCREAMED AND MY EYES ARE STILL WATERY.....PLEASE LET DEREK LIVE.... :( OR I WILL STOP WATCHING THIS SHOW...(ohkay that was a lie) BUT I WONT CARE SOO MUCH..... IT'S ALL STILES AND SCOTT'S FAULT!!! GRRRRR........THIS RANT ( Read more... ) -
1 more day of Summer b4 school starts!
OMG I like didnt even post at all this summer. I feel like I have been neglecting LJ, lol. I had a serous case of writer block but now I'm back and I'm gonna start writing as soon as possible. But I dont know if I'll be able to write as much as I want to because school is startin in 1 day for me :( ! Oh well. I'm planning on doing big things this ( Read more... ) -
Disposable Friendship.
I don't understand my closest friends or should I say ex-friends. We got into an argument about our dance crew for the talent show. They couldn't do it so that meant that everybody else couldn't either. they told everyone the group was over. Eveyone else laid down and took it. I didn't. I still want to do the dance.They didn't want me to. Words ( Read more... ) -
TOUCHY FEELY = IN2 FEMALES??????
OHKAY SOOO, I'M A TOUCHY FEELY PERSON. IF YOU LET ME TOUCH YOU, I'LL DO IT MORE THAN ONCE AND SOON IT WILL BECOME A HABIT. UNFORTUNATELY THAT HABIT HAS SOME OF MY FRIENDS (mainly girls) THINKING. I WONDER HOW MANY OF THEM I MADE UNCOMFORTABLE? NOW I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO RECEDE INTO MYSELF (fovever). IT DOESN'T HELP ( Read more... ) -
I'm back, but I was never really gone. :)
WOW I finally posted again, it has been sooo long. Anyway I wonder what I missed? Proabably nothing much. Oh I saw Wolfman this past weekend it was okay and also the third movie that I saw so far this year. On scale from one to ten I give it an 8.5. Benicio Del Toro is kinda hot in some strange way to me or maybe I'm just weird hehe.