I'm dropping Zexion. I really tried with him but there's just no where I can seem to put him. I've lost my muse and maybe if I get him back I can revamp and reapply. But right now there's no life in him. 

I know I haven't really been around but I haven't really had much to say around here ( Read more... )

Would you like to hang out sometime?

Well school's back in swing. I've always loved school but I can't seem to focus right now. There's a few things that are bothering me that all boil down to one thing. The Unversed ( Read more... )

Why does every time something happens to perk up my life some shit has to happen and bring it all crumbling down? Then again that seems to be the pattern of things in this place...

( private to someone no longer here // easily hackable )

You know what? Screw it. I'm sick of moping over this shit.

I spent Thanksgiving with my brother and you know what happened? I smiled and I laughed.

He broke my heart, well fuck him. I don't need to be with someone to be happy and I don't need to be all depressive when someone hurts me.

So ( Read more... )

Well I haven't posted in a while. But there hasn't been a whole lot for me to post about, my life's been pretty lackluster. I had a feeling if I broke again there'd be little hope of repair. Oh well, I'll live with it ( Read more... )

Hi from the hospital...

I don't know what the hell I've got all I know is that I'm sick enough to be hospitalized.

Thankfully I have someone in all my classes willing to email me the assignments...

Why do I end up losing everyone close to me...?

My mother carried me fore seven and a half months and I never got to meet her because she chose my life over her own. My father died because he was trying to keep the family living. Now I've lost the only person who ever loved me.

I'm just going to hold on to my books. They will never leave me.